year I'm 27 she 19 years old
, she said, you always have to do my dad can be friends. -
I smiled, 27 and 19 bad 8 years, unlike 37 and 29 poor 8-year-old, who is two in the world. -
we love, and she likes to call my father. -
always stick over, sitting on my lap, Dad, you said I'll go to the interview is good, or classmates to sing well? -
I like this feeling, strangely enough, I actually liked. -
Jiaonibaba when a girl, you feel that you should definitely her favorite is unconditional, when she is in bed, sweating to name, father, faster, faster time again. It was exciting, really great people to animal hair, when she obediently lying in your arms Knock-off DVDs with you when you give her to eat ji wings, she took sent to your mouth, then he was just a sip sip finger on the sauce, and then spoiled that I filial right? ??, She was a good boy. -
This is just a secret between us, when we go out to the street together, seem so well matched, and she took my arm, I walked lightly, in the crowd, her seem so mature, so its capability to just got home, her only exposure to nature is no doubt the children, she was 19 years old, in love before, 9-year-old can not be overstated. -
did I gradually found that the beginning of the new and exciting have become suspect, she was really just like my daughter, always ask, I am good or as good? Always misbehaving and always after I scolded her day at school to give me the news that Daddy, I was wrong sorry. I have the pressure of work, and I in the field of interpersonal frustrations, never shall be alleviated her here, I told her to explore a number of metaphysical problems, she never winked at the till, she only know SHE I just loved her constantly, gradually, this pet greater than love, what is difference between this and her daughter? What is the difference, and really his daughter? -
Should not be
girlfriend and you have the spirit of sharing that person? -
between lovers Do not be supporting each other it? I'm so tired. -
I say we still separate it, maybe you really only suitable for my daughter. She said not to give me your father to find a stepmother? I looked at her, almost to tears. -
She said you will hurt me? Like father, like daughter, pain, and I said Well, I will. -
she was gone, eyes in tears, asked me, Dad, I can find a boyfriend? -
I had a new girlfriend, and I generally large. She has no news, and we have less contact. She gradually forgot my girlfriend very well with us, and I am quiet, not so tired, she is so considerate, I began to have confidence in the work to pick up only occasionally think, there was a girl call my father. -
had met her once at a bar, holding my hand out to his girlfriend when she was owned by a gang of men and women frolic in, she did not see me, but I noticed her hair long. -
day a few months later, My girlfriend and I are ready for bed, she called for, it is raining outside, she stood at my door, that too late, unable to return to quarters, asked who came girlfriend, I said I knew a little girl and she a bit of shock but once sweetly Oh, good wife. I gave her another room to bedroom to sleep. -
middle of the night unable to sleep, go to the bathroom on the toilet, a door almost wits, she was wearing jeans sitting on the toilet in a daze, I asked what she was doing, she just looked at me, Dad. -
our thinking desperately pushes forward the other room, the room we were of each other's clothes off with each other, kissed the beast with each other, I suddenly thought of cover in my bedroom with his girlfriend, she said it did not matter, come. -
dark, I hugged her and asked her if she is okay, and she said yes. -
back to the bedroom, his girlfriend has been up, smoking in bed, I asked her what most of the night smoking cigarettes, her pale look at me, said I in the calculation of the time, a cigarette for five minutes, I want to see you on the toilet how long. Then Yi Zizi Road, let her go. -
early in the morning the next day, she had disappeared, left a note that the wife, I'm sorry, Dad is a good man. Women laugh a cry to see me, what mess? Took a cell phone went off to work. -
again to see her again a few months later, also in a bar, I am surprised how I occasionally go to bars, how each met her, she actually is the bar DANCING QUEEN, she has not asked me whether I had the Tiantiandexiao, Dad, I filial bar girl, I'm out of the bar, back to find her standing in the doorway, wearing a small lovely, far lower abdomen with the palm of your hand in the planning of a circle. -
this action I puzzled for a long time, came home with a key into the lock twist of the moment, a sudden drop of whole body cold sweat at every pore Qin Chu. -
night does not matter, she said, come. -
I dial her cell phone, no one answered, I dial, then on, I directed at telephone call, you do not so headstrong! Suddenly the phone was somehow my girlfriend asked, did you say? -
one penny I think, yes, this is planned, she come to my house, and I make love, then I call her phone, she watched phone does not accept the first pass, then I dial the second times when the number of transferred promptly to my girlfriends phone. -
act so she does not wrinkled brows, appallingly. -
with us, she has promised to, and I was born a child, called her mother, let him fall in love with his mother, she called my father, we are ** family. I think she was extremely cute. -
fact, I do not know her draw a circle in the stomach, what is not mean, and I am sure she is really pregnant, but I began to understand that she has never thought of that is not my child, she too know me From the beginning she would know me, she can use an action I wits, I always thought she was very naive. -
originally I was wrong from the start -
2, -
people sometimes like self-righteous way to solve a problem, in the end stretched, I think I should take the initiative to frank. -
my surprise, my girlfriend did not know that night and the \-
also know that his father meant. -
she sneered to see me, I try to make their own courage to face her. -
to let his courage to face my girlfriend in the future. -
Unfortunately, not for the future. -
girlfriend left, I was alone in the empty living room for three days, suddenly jumped up and ran to her daughter's school. -
me at the school gate to block her. -
day that moves you mean? -
What action? She winked at me. -
my eyes closed, sighing. -
She smiles, sunny. -
I Ruzhui freezer. -
thumbs up at her with appreciation, it also could not speak. -
-
she smiled as only a sweet little fox, a male ran far. -
I'm sorry, class late. -
boyfriend? I Xiezhuo Yan, her hope. -
her tongue out at me spit, round the boy's hand to walk outside the school -
waved back, his father goodbye. -
boys far asked suspiciously, Dad? -
identified it! She laughed, the two who slowly leave early spring sunshine. -
evening, she and the boys came, our guest. -
me quietly, \-
me \-
boy timidly looked at me, I gave him a nod. -
to just buy the disc out! Dad here sound good! -
sound is when I bought her,louis vuitton handbags, I am willing to throwing money at this place, she was the next to see filled with apprehension. -
Gee, it was expensive. -
you died! -
how things would be so expensive? Daddy, why do you buy this ah. -
Hello wordy ... ... -
En ... ... Duzui. -
I sound all open their disc into them, she and the boys sat on the sofa. -
I ... ... to the kitchen, for they do eat. -
see if they buy a pass plate, I can scoff, totally not interested in accompanying them to see. -
I put French fries, fruit, chicken wings-ended to the coffee table. -
eat eat, I said, Chengsi you. -
Thank you uncle. Boys said. -
uncle ... ... -
I really want to strangle him. -
an instant to see her, in front wing, stunned. -
fear is the thought of the scene before it. -
you take your time. -
uncle you do not see it? Boys ask me -
The child is really cute
Shade. -
I went to my room reading, I told you have a generation gap. -
boys really sensible, if very sympathetically at me and nodded. -
she heard the word generation gap, one winks at me fly. -
high spirits. -
I went back to the room, to his girlfriend to write MAIL. -
I proposed to her, want her to marry me. -
outhouse scream. -
I am scared to go out. What is it? -
drank a Coke. -
She took coke bottle at me swagger. -
I buy below! Rub boys to stand up -
you gave me to sit down! She denounced Road, laughing look at me, Dad, you hurt me, right? -
I smile, I buy. -
that the boys love her, watching her eyes were frightened. -
She should not be so deceived
him, use him. -
this weekend, do not go to work? I smile at her, staring at her question. -
every weekend she would be a bar DANCING QUEEN. -
that boys do not know, really hope he was staring her work? -
She smiled at me -
do not have my father raised, Why should I work? She stared at me. -
Of course. I sigh. -
downstairs to buy Coke, suddenly wanting to cry, holding a Coke upstairs, opened the door. -
they are kissing. -
heard the door open, boys want to break free, she Guzhu her. -
does not matter, it was good when in their own homes. I kindly said, the coke on the table. -
also moved in a chicken wing. -
I return to the room, could be heard. -
him in the end is what you were you? -
father ah. -
Really? -
do not believe it will go away! -
3, -
fact, the things on that night I remember was not very clear. -
came to a little over, I was tossing and turning the bedroom when the door she came. -
You want me to buy? Daughter? I looked at her scornfully. -
she pleaded, looking at me, not saying a word, I suddenly softened, around her, how do you up in the end? -
Do not drive me away. -
I looked at her eyes, suddenly remembered that a good number of such previous night, her mischievous look appeared in front of me, how familiar she is here, where once her home. -
girlfriend back how to do if? I asked myself? -
My girlfriend and I no longer possible. -
to her, I said, I love this life, like father like her, pet her. -
Perhaps, tonight, things will turn, perhaps, I will start with her. -
you want to live down? I asked her. -
grace. She nodded heavily. -
I agreed, my amazement, she immediately turned excitedly to the living room of the boys cried out, my father agreed to the matter, we went to sleep. -
I foolishly looked at her, and he lived here? -
he is my boyfriend, ah, you mean that I can find a boyfriend? -
I feel my heart tremble because of anger, yes, she was playing me, she exhausted her 19-year-old intelligence she has loved playing with people. -
I think I will not play but you. -
Well, I smiled, of course. -
we watch each other, she looked at me fiercely, Xiong Baba's. -
had countless times, she'd stare at me, we are together, when she was unhappy, she will loudly announce that I was angry! -
Du Zhuozui
then sitting there the whole person. -
good friends, I threatened her, then well-behaved you sell! -
she looked up, eyes looking at me with this, staring at me, Xiong Baba's. -
then jumped up, arms around my neck, coquetry Road, Dad, I look scary, right? -
Undeniably, when she looked my way, I did not feel fear. However, the heartache, such as twist. -
they went to bed, stereo, television, all to do with. -
I took off, suddenly saw a disc, they just bought. -
\
many times she had with her central me watching, to be honest, I really could not stand to see half of the balcony to smoke on the go, each time pulled back by her, I started drowsiness. Later, I took she was not looking to dish to find out, thrown away. -
she saw countless times, seen all recite lines, then find someone to actually read it again today. -
this madman. -
put away the living room, I returned to the bedroom, just to go in, they are there to open the room, she opened the door, laughs and says, -
father. -
Why? -
by a cover. -
what? -
by a cap -
I **** WBD! -
she stare at me, and after a while, she bowed her head started snapping your fingers?? You are my father, I WBD is ... ... -
my tears suddenly streaming down. -
4 -
impression that night I had two versions. -
in the first version, I lay on the bedroom of the big bed, looking at the ceiling bulging beads, despite the joy of screaming next door flood waves coming, I jumped out of bed, turning me to find the trace counter cotton ear plugs. -
can not be doubted, I have deliberately turned shaking, in the plucking process, my mind repeated abandoned Yuan Fu a classic image, hair disheveled, and very swift and frequency, but also and tic symptoms If you have seen Nicholas? Cage play the \fact, the only two Band-Aids, also a Bear above, a small rabbit. It was her last fall from a staircase to go, I bought for her, she felt too cute, do not want posted. So I tore them to, attached to forehead, the whirring of breath. -
In the second version, the next is very quiet, seems very pure, but it became far the most quiet in the brain, the voice of terror, they are now doing? What position they? Sound, they will not, under the lamp of Durex packaging of English grammar, right? -
Dad, this stuff which good fun. -
Dad, do not you wear this sick? -
father, which resembled being tightly reined in his neck ah. -
father, will the blood inside the back ah? -
I get out and three in the morning, to his girlfriend house lights on. -
I knock on her door. -
is a relative. -
She looked at me surprised. -
can come sit down, I said, his voice suddenly find themselves are dumb. -
you how it? She asked, do you cry it? -
No, I want to hug you. Me -
That night I spent in the girlfriend's house, this is my life the most surprising of the night. -
I live in the breakup of the former girlfriend's house because I was his former girlfriend to force out a living from their homes. -
Ironically it, life is like that. -
I make the bed Diepi
girlfriend, of course, funny, she played for me in the ground floor. -
She bed, I sleep to. -
soon parted, the most confined spaces should be separated by a distance. -
I lay on the floor, listening to his girlfriend quiet even breathing. -
want spend my life with. -
she slept so peacefully. -
she would agree? -
she rolled over. -
when she stood up a little breathing frequency did not change. -
she is not asleep, she pretended to sleep. -
I think she will. -
would you marry me? I asked her darkness. -
you say? -
would you marry me? -
not, never will. -
my heart sank down, and why? -
She was silent for a long time, Yi Zizi Road -
you is sick, I do not for you. -
have no one to tell you what is despair? I was discouraged at that time the. -
I was with her most intimate feelings, we work together, work together, weekend movies, shopping with furniture stores, through the diamond store, she would faint smile to look at me, I think, at any time I pull her hand go, she'll come out of my wife. -
until one day, that 19-year-old girl got into back of my prodding. -
period of the past, had a lover's private, but have now become dangerous. -
I can not move forward, the road was blocked the whole. -
-
morning on his way home to see the boys and she is going to school, walking the face of her hands spread out towards me. -
what? -
give me some money. -
doing? -
grow old your house is not good, or to open room. -
OK. No retreat back, also without subsided further. -
the moment, I have decided to formally meet the challenge. -
I smile at her, touched her finger and held it forehead?? that close to the location of Bear Band-Aid, laughing. -
a total of several layers of hell? -
I think me and my baby daughter will know soon. -
5 -
my story -
have a big disadvantage to the people I never liked the name code, this is a great headache, compared to, I prefer to call it something. -
a person is only a name, but can have numerous call. -
every call is a story. -
so this is a no name, only the address of the story. -
but I do not know that he and she alone how long can the title. -
to the number one way to retaliate? -
fact, the best way to punish her was to accept. -
So I accepted the \Let them free access to my room, as they do as anything. -
that time, I remember the most bizarre moments in the day, come home, you can see her and the boys sitting on a desk or watching TV, or get together for homework, that scene is extremely warm , even in good times, the illusion of a sudden I have a strange, long-haired girl sitting opposite Surely that is my daughter, and she is not tied to heart is me, but next to the boys. -
She also became tame
up, I looked up to see me back, obediently Road, Dad, you're back. -
boys Road, uncle. -
me back to the pizza they ate them and asked their homework, to accompany them look naive and silly Korean film, when the edge of the boys laughed whole body twitching, I feel cold next to a pair of eyes, watching. -
more frequently she lived next door in my room, and his boyfriend are mostly dormitory. Every time we are standing at the door, waved goodbye. -
a safe trip. She exclaimed. -
free play. I said. -
once, I privately asked the boys to photos, he was surprised, but still gave me an application photo. -
one night I was with her dinner,louis vuitton wallet, I quietly got up and finished packing bowls and chopsticks, and she looked at me unlimited Resentment. -
learning new songs I sing just elated. -
I wash, she hugged me from behind, from the forehead up against my spine, I turned, pocket-fold magnification N goes on application photos, lots of fun display. -
her \-
infinitely pernicious she looked at me. -
pig. -
unfilial! -
A week
occurred following something. -
girlfriend home from a night out, I hugged her to himself, if you change your mind, be sure to let me know. -
day after a week, she changed her mind, but I never got her chance. -
day I'm at home, temporary downstairs to buy packs up her daughter was crying when I left her, returned to the room, Internet, suddenly found his girlfriend gone in MSN, I felt the unknown, soon to open chats . -
I rushed to her room, desperately bang doors, she died not opened. -
with my girlfriend tried to restart. -
and she was pretending I sternly rejected her. -
girlfriend not feel right, call me at home, she answered the phone, sweet gentle. -
play the fool. -
open the door! You open the door his mother to me! -
not open! Death is not open! -
you give me waiting! -
That night, I went to a bar, called a chicken, take her home. -
I stare at her in the living room with a flashy woman to go home, open the door into a room. -
** undressed, and stood before me, show figure. -
I did not see her eye, points out a thousand dollars from the wallet. -
name. -
name? -
bed. -
I leaned her and whispered, I do not like you did, you just Shijin call. -
So some things need a professional quality, and that chickens in my room called, I frowned at the edge through a magazine. -
her puzzled look at me, fear is never encountered such a crazy guests. -
10 minutes, I laughed again in the smiling mouth. -
she came. -
the door hit her in the high pressure drop. -
open the door! Open the door! -
not open! Death is not open! I call directed at the door. -
her! -
I turn my back, watching the chickens before me, do not stop! -
outside the house began to howl, she has been crazy. -
I'd rather make love not Xiangbao her chickens. -
open the door! You give me open the door, she started outside the Shijinchuaimen. -
she was crying the whole 10 minutes, I am lazy to go open the door. -
she limp to the ground, and cried, shouted at me, let her roll. -
This is my home, you roll to roll. -
she left. -
said nothing, silently away. -
I close my eyes, I hope never to know her. Open your eyes, I have to go lower body pain personally. -
things just the way it ended. -
few days later, I received a call that boy, he asked why the good days, my daughter did not go to school. -
my silence. -
she disappeared? -
phone there silent for a long time. -
you do not know she was pregnant? Boys over the phone asked me. -
6 -
she was pregnant? -
Yes. -
my heart spasm, is my child? -
Yes. -
my eyes closed. -
phone Q: Are you ask, we ... ... that night, he smiled. -
do not like girls, he softly say. -
full understand. -
million die Mo remarks. -
the story in general, I found her, we are happy together. -
Sorry, this may be that you want to see, is not the story I want to say. -
I went to her school, Office of Academic Affairs who said she had to do a drop-out procedures, I went to her bedroom, everything packed an empty, an empty bed gently flowing pink Shazhang, that term At the beginning I bought for her. -
her bedroom classmates said that she order something, we all ask her why, she answered, smiling, moved her boyfriend Jiaqu Zhu. -
we all looked at her with envy, guess what. -
students find it too She looked at me are like I was tangled in the third party. -
I went to the bars of her dancing, everyone said she resigned, I do not believe so go there every day, I grabbed the newly appointed DANCING QUENN, wishful to sure she knows her whereabouts, and then I was hit the. -
I do verily
too far, I put the girl stuck in the toilet door, she did not tell me, I will not let her come to power, she shrugged and dialed the phone, and have a few people will come, first persuade them to me rolling his eyes at them, they dragged me to the bar door pull through on a table, I took a one bottle, and then I was shot. -
me crawl back home, sitting at home rubbing his eyes in front of her cell phone over and over allocation. -
no \, nothing is endless blank. -
lying on the ground, still journeying laugh. -
it tomorrow, she will come back, shook my arm and said, Dad, I am hungry. -
Dad, I ring out around town, or like you here. -
bedazzled smile I fall asleep so I order the room very clean, I am stuck in the door couplets. -
the Union is \
second line is \
looked for was very satisfied with his own calligraphy. -
Three months later I tore
couplets. -
knead into a ball, put his mouth Shi Jin pharynx, and finally lying side retching in the toilet. -
I am seriously ill. -
common sleep a gorgeous sight. -
a baby crawling on the ceiling slowly, turned around, look no different from her ordinary. -
nobody saw her. -
year, the day after, I have something to take a taxi passing by a Teachers College, ** in the window, saw a much exactly the same with the shadow. I immediately told the driver to stop, I rushed off, took her to catch up to one. -
back, a strange girl. Looked at me with horror. -
Sorry, I let go. -
She laughed, and mistaken the bar. -
her to rush to a place not hit a taxi, in order to apologize, I sent her to her destination, her off, I left her phone. -
first time together, I have been walking some distance behind her, because they had exactly the same silhouette, bedazzled, I often looked at Shadow goes on, and then slowly walk up, hugged her, She said, do not leave me. -
She shook her head laughing, silly child, I do not leave you. -
she was 25 years old, call me silly child. -
Gradually, come together, my distance from her back more and more short, when we finally walked side by side, and I turned and she spoke not a trace of doubt, I asked her to marry him . -
I really love her. -
there is no evidence I do not love her. -
love is just a word, the contents vary. -
I do not love you, mean I do not love you. -
wedding is very simple, but we are incredibly happy, I have not asked her past, who is in love with her, she never asked me what in the past. -
She graduated from the Normal School, in a kindergarten and nursery where children teach. -
I quit work, opened an advertising company, has gradually actually recruit some people to, the acquisition of a car. -
weekend, then drive to the suburbs with his wife, returned to buy some local piecemeal omnivorous when worship her colleagues, my staff. -
time is so slow in the past, and I put her photo on the far the most secret place, hidden to themselves not flip, and not destroyed. -
four months and three days after marriage, as usual, I pick up his wife from work. -
his wife is and one wearing a long skirt, short of a loaded women chat, they sat side by side a long wooden bench in the little green. -
a mischievous children hobble around in them running around. -
wife saw me, smiled, said, This is my husband. -
me not daring to move, looking at her foolishly. -
my daughter, she is no longer a ponytail, long hair flowing down. -
shock from the flash in her eyes, too. -
Hello, two seconds later, she politely held out his hand, lightly laughing. -
children staggered hold me legs, teeth to call, Dad. -
smile bright spring. -
wife laughed. -
it is not your father. -
that year, I am 29, she 21. -
Here I describe this year very difficult for her whereabouts. -
That night she took me to the place where she lived. -
Hongshui a child, she took my hand to the kitchen side of the small hallway. -
we sat over a small table on the roadside, she gazed at me for a long time. -
what to ask for? She said. I tell you all. -
night, she ran away from my house. -
correctly, she did not run out. -
She sat in the dark corridor, while raising the chin with both hands, I do not know from where. -
Then a man came up. -
one downstairs. -
asked her to go sit, she actually went in also. -
I dare not guess how she is with the mentality go, she entered and sat in the corner, the man looked at her silently, she said something so far beyond our imagination. -
I'm hungry. She said. -
she was taken in.. -
that man to eat a bowl of noodles to her, holding her face bigger than her bowls, all fallen in tears. -
whispered a sentence he is. -
what is happy? -
that evening, lights are not opened, two relatively sat overnight, a baby in another room crying constantly. -
next day, she was out of the building and went to school, pack up all moved out. -
moved into my ground floor of a room of only 30 square meters. -
then she saw me all the tracks. -
She looked at me and took the bag to go on the road. -
She looked at me and crying late at night in the flower bed downstairs. -
he had never asked her what she knew him all his life long long, not long after his wife read the certificate disappeared. -
she stayed. -
Dependence
those days was their time. -
I fell in love with him. She said. -
he looked at me, a bite to eat noodles, did not say anything, just smiled at me. -
I think an unprecedented peace of mind. -
perhaps that time I've fallen in love with him. -
but I do not know, I thought I still love you. -
was he really bad, poor physical condition, I am sitting on the hospital bed all night all night, he asked me to send the child orphanage. -
I promised him. -
he fell asleep, I watched kids come home. -
looked for a long time. -
I think I love his father. -
not only love, but less. -
next day, I went to the hospital to see him, ask the doctor came out to the abortion drug. -
I hold his hand while speaking to him, while taking medicine. -
He asked me if I was uncomfortable. -
me a little cold. -
In fact, I smashed our children. -
She looked at me, laughing, Dad, you know, that night I am in your room toilet downstairs crying for a long time of it, looked up softly asked, What do you hear? -
kids next door burst into tears, she rushed past, put half a day, come back to continue talking. -
he died, leaving me one child. -
in the choice of our children or his children, I chose him. -
I could only choose one. -
This is love, you know, Dad? -
can only choose one of you understand? -
she came quietly look at me, I hugged her. -
time, our faces were close. -
me could not help but kiss her, her head slightly, left to my forehead. -
she looked up, so look carefully at me, why I am so in love with you, do not you kiss me? -
why I leave you alone, to play when you drive me to open it? -
you are too busy. I whispered. -
I do not trouble, but I do not love you. -
year later, she carried her child, looked at me and married with a back of the girl as she turned to leave this building. -
car where I sat flowers, tightly holding his wife's hand, with a smile on his face open to the wedding site. -
her so quietly looking at me, then suddenly burst out laughing, smiling immense pleasure. -
I looked at her in astonishment. -
she could not help laughing, his eyes pointed next door. -
now I'm **** Mom, you are willing to do what he ... ... grandfather it? -
bending beneath her smile. -
no longer a joke in the love and hate. -
I looked at her side, was not inhibited jitter. -
go back, too late. -
raised his head, eyes surplus light. -
she patted me, and I woodenly toward the door, looking back to her, and would like to say nothing. -
everything could not speak. -
bell suddenly sounded. -
2:00. -
wife is still waiting for me to go home. -
I walked out the door, she suddenly called in the back. -
father. -
what? -
a safe trip. -
I can not suppress. -
her office I hold. -
long regret in my ear with a very light voice said: -
I really thought that I will always love you, always love going to ... ... -
7, -
If you miss the people day and night in front of you, you have to pretend do not know her, does it feel? -
because she pretended not to know you. -
I even doubt that she never knew me. -
her sympathy and affection to line and line and little boy's hair, hold up and nods, and left. -
I was driving a car with the wife to dinner, casually asked. -
Who is that? -
Oh, she was pretty right. -
that hey, I Xipixiaolian looked at his wife, but inferior to you. -
So I start
wife met in her history. -
two months before the day of kindergarten suddenly saw her across the railing, watching endless greed, and I look back to her. -
She smiled at me, I asked her to come in and sit. -
Two days later, she brought the children to come. -
She seems very busy, always the weekend to pick him up, usually the property of our garden care. -
wife of the kindergarten day and night boarding of a service. -
similar to the orphanage. -
how many times that I went to meet his wife, my kids are playing with building blocks of my side? -
I am very tired. -
tired, go back earlier, my wife very gentle. -
night, I carried my wife, again and again into her tears. -
wife touched my cheek and asked how I was. -
I said I love you. -
Monday, I leave the company to go there, his wife just surprised me how to her surprise, not empty after me. -
I found the child, asked his mother all right. -
He just smiled
call Dad. -
seems that a mother only taught. -
second weekend, I went early so over there, she take the baby out with the wife, it seems that with his wife and was able to talk to. -
saw me and nodded toward me. -
home than eat a simple meal. I propose. -
very warmly in favor of his wife, hugged me. -
my husband to do the chicken wings can be delicious. -
I desperately stared at her, she looked at his wife fear, looked poor children. -
good. -
I drove them home, a man in the supermarket to buy a lot of food, passing frozen chicken wings, only that jumped in the past. -
I did see her eat chicken wings, the idea of \-
home, his wife is with her show our home. -
Could it not be familiar with every inch of her
. As the wife introduced only slight, smiling. -
looking wife happy smile, I decided to like her, as nothing has happened. -
eat the meal was very successful, interesting me about the company, she smiled very happy. -
drinks, more dancing smile. -
time moment back. -
late, so I took her to wife, and she nodded. -
down, she take the baby, my heart beat so badly. -
my car keys in hand, credit card pocket the money. -
If at the moment I tugged her hand, driving a car, from away, why not? -
was really a moment thought that way, ready to risk everything forget. -
Forget
really ready to risk everything. -
house, company, everything is left to his wife. -
this opportunity, never. -
not work, however. -
arrival, however, the word is responsibility. -
hate their hate to the bone. -
to get downstairs, she said on here, my taxi back. -
I grabbed her hand, put it go? -
I did not install it? She smiles, still so beautiful, that I do not love you. -
do not believe? -
I take a deep breath, twice, laughing. -
really? -
really! She looked at me, extremely serious answer. -
seems there really a sense of confrontation. -
So I laugh, okay, that often play. When he finished, eyes still staring at her. -
, always no match for the heart of Victory. -
views as long as you do not. She smiled complex eyes. -
then, she has become our family friends, his wife would go to the weekend, I drove him from the business district. -
she was waiting there, two people as close as sisters go shopping together. -
bought a pile of messy clothes back, another test of the room, laughing to me in competitions. -
sometimes even at the dinner table with their air with sticks to mock me. -
yo, today was tie with a handsome, Well, the secretary to buy it? -
ah, how this person so you can not afford to joke friends to open. Tell your husband, how it Yeah, more bad. -
his wife, smiling at us trouble. -
he was broken up, saying that everything can not afford. Wife with a smile decline to receive a guest. -
Oh good, my mother buy you candy, wife Hulu my hair. -
play the fool I sat there, Thank you, Mom. -
we laugh, a room of spring. -
I never asked her how to live more than a year, and I dared not ask. -
is afraid to answer. -
her I sent her, but never give less than a destination, in approaching, the Bianjiao, down and down is up. -
day after more than a month, I let her down, she jumped off, the same as deer. -
yes ah, she was 21. -
I hugged the child, teasing the refuse to release. -
She looked first at the edge of laughter, a smile covered his mouth with a smile, then tears. -
me up to go gently around her. -
she hugged me. -
Dad! -
instant I hepatobiliary all crack. -
rainy night, she cried in my arms for a long time, shivering, crying for two hours, though more than a year out of all the outbreaks. -
I am holding her tightly. -
corruption was one second is one second. -
Finally, she let me go, looked up. -
This is not our children! -
our children die! -
8, -
day I took her home, she refused. -
I know her she was afraid of residence. -
I insist. -
She looked at me, would rather go to the hotel. -
she needed a break or talk. -
We went to a nearby four-star hotel. -
opened the room, the waiter took us into the room. -
into the room, she would a child go, and I hug her to live. -
she gently pushed me. -
tell me how the year before. I stared at her closely. -
Let me break it will, she said. -
just keep walking past. -
lying in bed, eyes closed, motionless. -
I looked at her sweet sleeping capacity, suddenly reminded of previous time when dealing with often wake up the morning, right close between sleep is such a sweet content, serene, calm, broken up about the general good-looking, her skin, as if blowing bombs would break every time when I would joke to her face and blows it to see if in the end can not be blown broken open. I was awakened, she would cry. -
wantonly screaming something. -
called finished, rolled over, then fell asleep. -
I walked slowly, looking at her, looked again for a long time, slowly covering her long hair swept the cheeks ears. -
she suddenly awoke. -
had just really fell asleep. -
She smiled at me, opened up a can of coffee. -
the child on the bed, cover quilt, sitting Zhuojiao, quietly looking at me. -
you want to know? -
you know what I would like to know what, I hope her voice croaked. -
ago -
Whenever I use this voice to tell her, she will be frightened, frightened at me. -
The only hint of her smile
. -
well be argued. She said. -
day I leave your house, I did not leave, sitting in the corridor. -
a man came up and I was living with him, then he died, this is his child. -
little something she summed up the year. -
year, she has been living in my downstairs. -
our children? -
before he left, I sent the children entrusted to the orphanage, I did not get to their children destroyed. She said lightly. -
you Haohen. I said. -
I love him! She like to tell me, you have other people do not believe I will love! But I love him, for him, I brought the children born to him and others, to destroy my own! -
I do not believe. How do you say I do not believe. -
she suddenly burst out laughing. -
You're cute, you do not think that this is my son Shui bring you? You can check the Public Security Bureau had no missing cases. -
you love him? My sneer. -
you out of my room fell in love with another man the next day to remove all things from the school and live with him? -
?? your love really precious! -
She had no signs to hit me a slap in the face. -
poker face at me. -
suddenly guilty. -
everything is my fault, how can I ridiculed her. -
not willing to Bale. -
sigh. -
good, you really intend to take him to grow up? You use now to support him? -
you have really wide pipe. She smiled. -
that time, I and she was standing face to face confrontation with. -
in her smile I suddenly found that I still love her. -
or that I could re-fell in love with her. -
love late, I have not looked at her wearily. -
she suddenly said the word unthinking say. -
the first time I saw you lead your wife into the floor. -
I have a wife. -
my perfect wife. -
I stand up, go, get you home. -
You go ahead,LV sunglass, I would like to sleep one night, she looked impressive fitness room temperature. -
paid the money after all. -
Moreover, children have been asleep
. -
I do not know how go get
upset persist. -
I actually would love her. -
or. -
I actually love her back. -
how to distinguish? -
results are not yet the same? -
she does not love me. -
good grief. -
wife is still waiting for me. -
even sad he is not qualified. -
well, you sleep early. -
I turned and walked away. -
she suddenly stopped me. -
me back. -
She stared at me, suddenly asked. -
I can to your home coming? -
I smiled, nodded his head. -
She seemed suddenly relaxed and gave me a sweet smile. -
good distressed. -
out of the room, down the elevator. -
walk in the lobby, like a phone call to his wife, has now reason. -
although it did not afford her, but to take her three hours to send in any case is not about the past. -
touch pocket, cell phone to stay in the room. -
remember, just transfer the silent, and smoothly on the table. -
upstairs, knocked on the door. She did not open. -
I struck her. -
a waiter came, I let him opened. -
opened the door, the room was empty, no one. -
doubt wrong, the rise of gatekeepers number. -
you see here, young lady go? I asked the waiter. -
Oh, X Miss. He said. -
X miss? X is my name. -
heart suddenly wrong. -
you know her? -
, she has been living here. Is not this room. -
I stared with the waiter by the elevator, sitting on the floor again. -
He leads me to a room before. Tuikai. -
I hesitate a knock on the door. -
door hit??? wood pigeon? pseudo? look forward roll? -
I suddenly understood everything. -
what she raise the child. -
** she is a senior. -
me a rush, grabbed her neck, her against the wall, throat injured wild animal sounds. -
whining. -
9, -
she was severely hit his head against the wall, not Hutong, just look at me. -
How much? -
what? -
How much? -
what? -
how much sleep you one night? Cried I have no control. -
3000. She said. -
when she said these words when there is no mood swings. -
a nice day. -
3000. -
I stared her whole body twitching gradually, no stop, I pulled out a wallet and want to throw him over 3000. -
learn that TV classic plot. -
Unfortunately, I do not play cash in your wallet, that more outbreaks. -
I took out card. -
can. She began Trousers dropping. -
my tears, I walked over, hugged her gently. -
half off her pants and was holding me. -
said nothing. -
but I hold office. -
I support you. I whispered in her ear again, I support you? -
my good expensive. She seems to 说给自己听. -
night I come out from the hotel, that he was destined to feed her life. -
because she is my daughter. -
next day, I told my secretary took the newspaper to check the urban area, a small family estate. -
afternoon, since the bank raised 300 thousand for the first phase. -
she really good expensive. -
fall in love, a small bowl of rice noodle called her happy all day, not only so, but also forced me to have to eat clean and not allowed to waste. -
men and women, we like so humiliate himself. -
this week, or time to go home to eat dinner with his wife. -
she promised me, not anymore. -
wife unaware of my change, I'm a great age, clever camouflage effort. -
However, in bed, his wife's face is no barrier to become her. -
full of cynicism. -
I was even impotence. -
buy the house very well, seeing that she can live three days later go. -
Although small, but very warm. -
and really not cheap. -
Who says cheap
warm. -
night had a dream, I dreamed that night between the room and daughter having sex, has become of our children. -
addition to call Dad. -
also called her mother. -
her in bed to become great. -
After all wait on numerous man. -
dream I actually cried laughing. -
that day early, I went to hotel to meet her, she had to wait on me. -
packed everything. -
new semester dressed as girls. -
I hugged her, she leaned into my arms. -
I took her to her new home, she looked at, turned around and kissed my neck. -
my heart smile, and finally embarked on the road inevitably successful man. -
a good idea to put things, and I drove to his wife's nursery, we then go home to eat dinner in the evening she would come back here. -
Hopefully, the success
wire walk. -
get full applause. -
10, -
those days, precisely, is one month and three days, his wife and daughter and I maintained friendly feelings. -
weekend they would go out with him. I pick them back, at my house after dinner, I sending her to Nadong cabin. -
wife to our car door, asking me smile, so go on, you will not fall in love with her? -
I turned and asked his daughter laugh, so go on, you'll love me? -
to send her to the cottage, we sat on the sofa, her pillow in my lap, listening to jazz female vocal. -
do not know when to start, she did not listen to SHE was. -
may be the man downstairs, like jazz, often heard before Sir place downstairs. -
called SOLVERG SLETTAHJEII Norwegian singer expire at any time using a voice humming. -
of course, emotional, and sometimes I would sit bow to the lower body, her face full cage to live. -
she began practicing breath. -
I disdain at her face lift. -
demonstrations like to continue her breath, and I pinch her nose, she automatically says pursing her lips. -
I proudly looked at her, kicking her feet chaos, viewed with swirls, finally took a deep breath mouth. -
Who said that time I did not want to kiss her? -
man she loves, but children born in the edge of the rug. -
audio, plays her love love the song. -
I never spend the night there, and then later, must go back to nine at night. -
I never let her cook for me. -
that have some terrible symbolic. -
My wife and I will
about her movies. -
us watched a \
at the cinema, his wife sat among her and I sat on both sides. -
see half, I go to the bathroom, came out, she just came. -
I can not determine today whether she intended to the bathroom when I have the toilet. -
I only remember the moment we pass, I asked her ear. -
good? -
she kick my foot, and quickly ran to the toilet. -
as we all on the toilet, came back, carrying a large popcorn bucket on his wife, and I'll get her shot their exploration. -
hand will sometimes encounter. -
That night, she and I quarreled. -
thing is that, in our hands met later in the popcorn bucket. -
Film Breaks
is, we come out together. -
a taxi back to her, she said. -
then just finish at the film, playing a lot of car people. -
wife said that we sent you, she insists not. -
I certainly know why. -
it extremely embarrassing situation. -
you again I politely ignore you! His wife said. -
daughter looked at me quickly. -
I nodded toward her. -
her deep breath, smile, Well, welcome to play. -
So we went her home. -
that I bought for her family. -
opened the door, I literally called. -
your home's cool. -
we sat on the sofa, she brought out a coffee ready for us. -
to uphold where I looked around, full of praise. -
praise a long time, all the praises of the words all run out. -
I sat there giggling. -
daughter suddenly said something I almost fell to the words. -
care to see my album? -
wife was very excited. -
OK good. I want to see. -
album she is offering. -
time, I almost cardiac arrest. -
here are many of us
her photo. -
wife open the album, a photo turned over. -
photo all gone. -
all single photo of her in the playground where, in school, in front of some stores. -
were extremely familiar with many sheets. -
because I shot. -
when she casually explained, this is where the film, and goes on is where the shot. -
seems to me irrelevant. -
I suddenly cried the exaggeration. -
a shot! Technical nice! -
she lifted her head, Xiao Ma, neuropathy. -
bid farewell to us, at home, his wife a bath, I called her. -
she did not take. -
sleep the night, I quietly together. -
drove to her house, with a key to open the door. -
She was sitting on the ground crying. -
I walked over, grabbed her from behind. -
she kicked me crazy. -
I'm sorry, I said. -
you do not come back here later. Quiet, she said. -
what? -
you do not come back here later, the house's money, I will slowly return to you. -
how could you? You return it? ! Three seconds later, I jumped up and shouted at her. -
you do not control. -
you Knock you're kidding you're kidding. -
you are enjoying it? She screamed, why do you never disregard the feelings of others? -
you feel if I ignored, I will not come up! I also take her call. -
your head is really the same pig! I am not saying I am! I mean her! -
I foolishly at her. -
you say? -
her! Her! Her! -
If I were her, I would die! I will commit suicide! She shouted to me. -
I
lack of arguments. -
Although the envisaged 10 million times, but I did not think she was actually the first rebellion. -
good. Struggle, I spit out the word. -
tired half to death. -
But you promised me, in any case, you must not dry kind of thing. -
What is it? She suddenly mischievous, laughing ask me. -
I smoked her ear. -
hit me, I myself stupefied, she freezes up. -
I have never played her. -
I kidding. She looked down Light Road. -
I hugged her, and repeatedly said, I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry. -
the impression, that night, I said countless apology. -
if there really no chance to speak. -
she seems to have understood, I have decided not to do, so I hold office. -
an hour later, I left. -
home, his wife stumbled asked me where the. -
I forgot to note the information days of the proposal at the company. -
ex wife cry, rub his head in my arms went back to sleep. -
to very poor for this reason ** -
I decided to stop looking for her daughter, and have no reason to efforts to compile better. -
come home from work the next day, the table with a piece of paper to write. -
not come to me. -
I breathed and stood
local. -
really feel in a dream. -
nightmare always attached a nightmare, as always do not wake up. -
was getting dark. -
Finally someone knocked on the door, I rushed to open. -
a daughter. -
then I lost my senses, grabbed her cry. -
what you told her! -
she just stared at me, said. -
children disappeared. -
-
her pocket photographs. -
that is the one album, shot three years ago. -
time, we did not notice. -
behind her, there is a mirror. -
mirror that person is me. -
11, -
that night we did not sleep all night, we sat with each other in a familiar environment. -
because one less person we have become so familiar. -
the past six months, I have the relationship with her is to have succeeded in maintaining the presence of his wife, while his wife once walked away, all in an instant it appeared to maintain its ferocious nature. -
Sometimes things you think are the major obstacles, until withdrawn, you discover is the only maintenance. -
This is the saddest thing. -
we do not dare to regard. -
So we put all the power used to find the whereabouts of his wife. -
we look for all kinds of people we know. -
We make countless
my life will not dial the phone. -
in the same boat that a similar effort, we temporarily forget our sins. -
In any case, when you exhaust everything we can to atone, to make up the time, feeling that it would be better of. -
Although you know, this effort completely futile. -
so every evening, were on time. -
we specifically silence. -
early April, we received a letter from his wife. -
Strictly speaking, it is not a letter, is an envelope and inside the 2 ticket. -
I remember that afternoon, I opened my mailbox and saw the familiar handwriting. -
heart almost stopped. -
in the demolition of the letter was, hands trembling, fear of falling out of a body of Authenticity. -
turned out to be two tickets. -
I ticket to her daughter, she has transfixed. -
This is the ship three days later. -
addition nothing, not to how, after that, no specific tips, no superfluous word, is bright and clean the two tickets. -
wife is imperative that we expected. -
imperative that we do. -
we left three days. -
totally uncertain future. -
Why
wife left for three days to us? Is to allow us to prepare luggage? -
or prepare to die? -
I went to the company, convened a meeting department heads. -
that leave for some time. -
I work deployment went very smoothly, the work plan goes on all the line up. -
Junior
warning must not get lazy in my absence. -
close personal good colleagues secretly asked me how to travel a few days, I shook my head. -
daughter is an odd choice in her three days to buy clothes. -
relative to me, she seems the same feast. -
I spend one day in any case come with her to buy clothes. -
we visit a store, she took my hand happily hang around in different shops. -
and every boss Kanjia enjoy the fun. -
bought a bunch of colorful spree, they exclaimed hungry, pulled me to the restaurant. -
sorption green juice, 2 yo to turn towards my bones. -
then laugh, pick up half of straw, spit it out towards me slowly. -
Sometimes I really doubt I would go to she is not a completely unexpected place, but are they on vacation in Hawaii. -
in the last night before departure, we were making love. -
This is important to the day after the first case of sex. -
I remember it was from outside the shop finished that, we are quietly finishing their own luggage. -
trip numerous times, for the first time not knowing what to put their own box. -
more must she buy the clothes, no one put into boxes. -
so we do not speak to each other, their own clothes management. -
I do not know what she put in the box, what have not close the trunk, she jump, sit very happy. -
later learned that she put a lot of things into a mess, sofa cushions, carpet, try to delay the finishing time. -
because we all know, the scene is relatively reasonable After fatal. -
but in the end of the scene or arrived. -
She finally closed the case. -
she and I looked at each other. -
we finally approached slowly, taking his arm embraced each other. -
lips find each other. -
from to to the end we did not say a word. -
off with a very slow movement was he -
the clothes, as if conducting a ritual. -
we stand relative to each other looked at each other's naked body. -
so quiet we looked at each other, miss each other every inch of skin. -
I slowly put her on the floor, kiss from her earlobes to the toes. -
I entered her, her nails deep into my arm deduction. -
I did not scream. -
Though I was through thorough heart. -
memory, that night she calls the most wretched of. -
next day, we are one after the other, carry boxes on the ship -
12, -
wife of Cary has a lot of money, and she seems to have a great side to give us two first class tickets bought. -
luxury cruise ship. -
bound specifically where, because the story itself has little to do with this, I do not say. -
short, I boarded the ship with her daughter moment, I felt like boarding the Titanic general. -
hit the ice, and then sank with, and then hand in hand with the buried. -
I did not know, although this seems very dire, but with the future than it happened, so much more to be happy and beautiful. -
boat departure time is evening. -
she and I stood on the railings Department, looked at the river tumbling below. -
cold, right? I looked at her. -
Fortunately, she looked at me shyly, turned into the room. -
since last night, but it is imperative that a seemingly sudden the sex, we can hardly speak properly. -
this for us, as an individual to be on show, but never on us for what we face. -
I stared vessels farther offshore. -
people off the shore gradually dispersed, one man was still there, stared us. -
that person is the wife. -
gradually she and I were on the visual, attention gradually pulled away, I want to scream cry but his voice actually was dumb. -
I do not know the ship's departure, the wife of the stand, what it means. -
daughter was at the cabin. -
wife I stared, his wife far, looked at me blankly, their hands at me say goodbye. -
this scene is very, very frightening, very, very terror. -
we gradually been opening the distance. -
wife into a never out of sight of ** -
only a few buoys at sea, with waves gradually float, I pale, as was hail smashed as five hours back to the cabin, watching her daughter. -
how the matter? She looked up asked me. -
no. I barely smiled. -
Oh
she uttered, stand up do not look at me, I went to dinner, they bounce and opened the door to the restaurant. -
do not know why I did not tell her earlier scenes, may be afraid of her not bear, may do their own beyond the scope I expected, I felt a steady ship to move forward with the amplitude. -
cabin speakers will actually play music. -
cabin I sat quietly on the bed listening to music, recalling his wife's eyes just now, accurate to say, it is no emotional eyes, perhaps, only gradually disappear in the sight of each other last moment, I have to read something a little dismay, but most likely is my wishful. -
At 10 am, her daughter came back, she was already drunk. -
us to dance. She a hold my hand and drag me out. -
I Shi Jin took down her hands, looked at her. -
you see me? She shouted at me, you look at me? -
I actually felt very aware of the destination of his daughter, the future may occur in a million may be full of fear, fear of her choice in such a crazy vent, whether it is to buy clothes or dancing, She was all the resistance. -
I can not tell her this trip is already meaningless life which there is always some kind of vortex-like things, I have felt its presence, but I can only Yaozhu Ya Guan, disclose, because it extremely dangerous. -
I looked at her quietly. -
she suddenly laughed, and you go to bed early, I have to play. -
her undress in front of me, for something extremely sexy clothes, opened the door and went straight out. -
I sat in the room for a while. -
to open the door to the ship's bar, advance the door to see a woman with long hair dancing with great shock and awe with all professional, won all the applause. -
every man's eyes are coveted. -
really help the pig. -
This is a dance I never saw, perhaps I am not familiar with itself, it is very sexy, but sex as a professional in there, Guer added a stern self-Wei things inside. -
N years ago, she is DANCING QUEEN. -
I found a bar to sit down. -
she was a dance through, go bar office, do not look at me, naturally a man asked her to drink up. -
So they in my side. -
Next was the dialogue. -
Miss, get to know about you -
Miss, how a glass of wine? -
Miss, you're a man? -
Miss, you learn dance? -
to strike up with the vulgar language of the poor in terms of, this man is incurable. -
bow daughter smiled, did not speak, even more fascinated by the man. -
around her extremely busy, Miss, can you dance it? -
daughter is very gentle smile, as if Xiaojiabiyu. -
years ago, she would laugh as only a small fox. I could not bear to watch any more, a man took the cup away desire. -
just go suddenly heard her say. -
No, I want to skip this gentleman. -
eyes suddenly turned to me several people. -
I like to tell them. -
daughter came up and looked up at my eyes,timberland boots,sir, I can ask you to dance it? -
I smiled, did not answer. -
she continue to ask, sir, I can ask you to dance it? -
I smiled, did not answer. -
she stubbornly, sir, I can ask you to dance it? -
music has half ring, only one person in front of her I asked. -
Her eyes have something in flash. -
also hard pressed, sir, I can ask you to dance it? -
I did not dance with her, until finally, I did not dance with her, may at that time, and feel themselves unprovoked irritability caused me to look at her sweet way of this extremely stubbornly held hostage, she did not understand what we the trip has been full of ridiculous, I watched her Tears adhere to, and I dance my heart is to disgusted, I just said something, you play with me, come back early. Turned back to the cabin, all night she never came back, when in the morning, vaguely seen her in a dream. -
that time is about four or five o'clock in the morning, I suddenly opened his eyes in sleep. -
She was sitting on the edge of the bed
looked at me, silent tears. -
one time I did not wake up, I thought I was still a dream, so hand stroking her cheek. -
What
unhappy? I asked her. -
She shook her head. -
how you do not sleep? I asked her. -
I look at you, you go to sleep. She said. -
my groggy mind to, oh, cry, and then close my eyes for a moment back to sleep. -
I do not know how she looked at me long time to wake up again the sky is already broad daylight, and I clearly have to sit up, frowning at her daughter in bed, not a trace of messy beds, she did all night did not come back. -
this time yesterday, I have fully forgotten the middle of the night scenes, this is what I think of it afterwards, when I noticed that her bed had a diary. -
I opened this diary, which closely-packed small print. I do not have to look at, cleaned up the cabin to find her daughter. -
into the restaurant, everyone in the discussion yesterday, a girl in the story of attempted suicide in the deck. -
She sat on the deck, watching the stars, quietly with my razor cut his wrists, blood silently along the deck into the sea. -
morning before the rain has even washed to clean the deck. -
until the morning person in the deck, she found her, she's also stuffed with MP3 ear headphones, which stood SOLVERG SLETTAHJEII jazz female. -
expire soon with a little humming sound. -
13, -
my swing in the fall of her necklace of men were found a picture of the swing fall in the night when we make love I have seen, but when I tried to poke the time, was she stopped. -
may be the man she did not want to see the scene it was. -
After all, she loved her. -
even if he was dead. -
I went back to town, eat or drink a full two months, I did not go my room with the wife all day, locked himself in to the daughter bought for himself a small house, from morning to late at night, never not turn on the light. -
I refused and any contact with the cell phone turned off. -
I am holding the ashes of more than two months after her daughter, that she was not so occupied, perhaps I should put the ashes and buried with the man. -
So I find the man through all means of burial places. -
I arrive at my place and asked each neighbor on each floor, have met this man, who lived downstairs in my house. -
many who say that have never seen. -
the last floor of an old woman told me that this person does have to live in my house but then moved out. -
I calculated, the time, about the wife and I married shortly after. -
move it? -
removed is how is it? I asked the old woman, he is not dead? -
you died young, how old curse it? I am a white old lady. -
I do not believe, to police investigations, but also by the police to do me a student, check for a long time, does not this man's death records. -
they do give me an address. -
in a sunny morning, I carried the ashes of an altar, struck the door of this address. -
wife opened the door of it. -
was 10 o'clock in the morning, I knocked on the door. -
door open, his wife appeared before me. -
that moment, we are transfixed. -
There are things I feel faint
dangerous, that is, not to the evil things that I have stopped the stage, holding my hand constantly shaking the ashes. -
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14, -
morning to late at night, I sat in the man's home, his wife start to finish silent to not speak, I do not have too much press, more than four in the afternoon when the man went home, so the whole thing before shop in front of me started to slowly. -
more than a year ago, my wife and children shortly after marriage, and romance is what happened to this man's wife. -
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wife sat opposite me, said quietly. -
wife often see a man sitting on the couch I stared in a daze, sometimes she asked me, I will call several times before she awoke, she asked what the rise. With a woman's intuition, she had to understand my mind a very unwilling to what was not to show it at the curb, so his wife does not reveal, of course, is before me. -
wife often after the dinner, went down to the downstairs sitting on the bench cell, until know the man. -
the beginning, they just chat, sitting on the couch quietly chatting. -
until his wife learned that suffering heavy illness, and not much life, she had fallen in love with him. -
wife decided to leave me. -
but this is no doubt the wife is extremely difficult and can not speak the word of the decision, although I have a position already vacant heart, and his wife or anyone can not fill, but at least my wife is no good controversial, impeccable. -
wife can not give any to leave me. -
until the wife to know her. -
in accordance with the wife's statement, his daughter entered kindergarten that day, I do not know why at first meet, his wife to see her pawing at the railings beside the greedy looked at a child, the wife did a good impression on her with inexplicable and trust. -
they became good friends. -
Gradually, with my wife to do, and all the things the man downstairs to tell his daughter. -
this from my reunion with her daughter again, in the interval of more than a month. -
daughter never explain to the wife, wife until the day she spoke, he gave the photos to my daughter to see. -
daughter is only tremble in the wind like a chicken. -
one night, they want the whole thing together overall. It is not anyone's child, it was only a child in kindergarten, his parents every weekend to field procurement, will host the wife of kindergarten, her daughter liked him. -
the ensuing six months, the wife is the daughter of well-furnished with good Board, every detail, every collision, including each of the exchange, things every step. -
only I was kept in the dark. -
This is actually the original was good to anybody, do not harm it in any bureau. -
wife left me, and I and his daughter (I never love a person) from this together, his wife would accompany the man until he died. -
do things according to their expected course of the, occasionally I hesitate, among them there will be about a person motivate. -
the man's condition is getting worse, only that day, his wife began to launch an attack. -
wife hiding in the crowd, to take us on board, until I found her, after waving goodbye at me, that moment, her eyes really are a bone-deep dismay. -
she sent us to the place, is the daughter went missing after the city. -
from start to finish, she did not have had a pregnancy. -
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15, -
I did not tell his wife his daughter's death, when I left that room, my wife is sorry and wishes the eyes of the coexistence of eyes. -
home, my daughter opened the trunk, to find out that the diary. -
10 月 6 日 -
Today, I saw him, I have not seen him a whole year, he lost weight, more mature, and he recognized me, but he pretends to be like ah. -
11 月 2 日 -
all goes according to plan with, but I am increasingly unwilling to do, I do not want to deceive him, but I fooled him, I then compiled in accordance with us, again and again deceived him, including my children, including my do chickens, he believed all he bought me the house, thinking that all are doing well, how I wish to tell him everything and he thought the different ah. -
11 月 9 日 -
He has been in my room by myself, how much I enjoy and stay with him this time ah, we were listening to SOLVERG SLETTAHJEII songs, he always laughed at me naive, he sent me a SOLVERG SLETTAHJEII the CD, maybe he himself forget it, it was several years ago, we went to record stores, he gave me this CD, I guess he never heard of, but he hated me hear SHE. -
12 月 1 日 -
sister finally left, these six months, we planned the whole thing was finally achieved results. -
I looked at the old father quickly go the way, how can tell him, from start to finish I always lied to him, ah! -
how can I tell him I love him, I have never loved any other person ah. -
Tomorrow we will be on board, and I would like to take him to see more than a year I spent in this city, I heal in that city, grew up in that city, I would like to take him to see more , told him all I know every inch of land, which is sister to our ticket, she would like us happiness, hope, where I took him to forget everything, and I start again. But I knew that he could not love me again, and we think that the plot can Shing Chuen anyone, but we did not expect to bring harm to him. -
how we may be back before then. -
this how could it. -
12 月 2 日 -
I have been in the dark looking at your face, Dad, you know, I've been staring at you, trying to get all in your head, leaving you with a full brain. -
Last night we had sex again, you know, this is the last time we made love, how I want to tell you this is the last time we made love ah. -
the way you sleep, how I tire of all to see, but I know I can not look up, look down, you'll hate me more and more until you know everything, you will hate me, at that time , how can I face you ah. -
Dad, I gotta go, my sister has left you, she's happy to find his own go, I gotta go, I know that the voyage is the end I love you. -
But sorry ah
Hello, Dad, come back later to take care of you no one, no one care about you again, you will know how to take good care of yourself? -
you know, I never loved someone else, from start to finish, I just love you alone, I hope you happy? -
Dad, I really do not want to leave you, but I know that you will live a man brave, you have to be brave to live, only timid I would choose to escape, Dad, you are the most courageous, right? -
Dad, I really want for your birth to a child, but I did not pregnant, I cried for a long time, -
I think I have no chance, and yesterday, making love, I think, if this time I was pregnant with your child, then I and he would have been in heaven bless you. -
Dad, I really do not want to let go, keep a pen in my hand at writing, I know, I am a Fangxia Bi, it means finally going away, you again hold me again? Like father, like daughter hold? -
from start to finish, Dad, you never told me, I love you. -
I love you, Dad. -
bye
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read the whole diary is already 5:00, and I foolishly sat for a while, memories of the past six months along with her every detail, and give ourselves a cup of coffee, I calmly rode coffee spoon Finally, a violent trembling hands, covered with a ground brown powder, I can not suppress, kneeling on the floor. -
tears will look at the floor of the powder gradually diluted ... ... -
few days later, I will sell this house, sold all the money to the wife, I still do not exist on the ill-feeling man, and he treated me like a friend the general kind and nature. -
my daughter buried in a very beautiful place, went to another city, leaving behind her some of the ashes, put a finger thickness of the small bottle, hanging on my chest, this life I can no longer her removal, she had grown in my heart, my bone marrow can not be isolated. -
sometimes can not fall asleep at midnight, I would think.
If you love a girl called your father, you should remember that gag her and tell her that she was not your daughter, your lover, but you will use to cherish her entire life , love her, let her get hurt, you must speak up. -
since so, do not say, do not say, you have no chance to say..
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